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Sep. 20th, 2020 | 12:00 am

"Sometimes when I look at you, I feel like I’m gazing at a distant star,” I said. “It’s dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago. Maybe the star doesn’t even exist any more. Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything."

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Let it die.

Jul. 4th, 2011 | 11:18 am

 The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
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This too shall pass.

Jul. 3rd, 2011 | 04:01 pm

 Some days Life seems too bleak & draining to continue.

Today is one of these days.

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Jul. 2nd, 2011 | 10:47 am

 You don’t miss that ex-boyfriend. What you miss is how you tangled ankles and feet when falling asleep, had a way you knew to tuck knees within knees, habitually, without thought or discussion, how long that took, and then how long it’s been, and how you think you forgot, and what if you can never just be touched again?

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Jul. 2nd, 2011 | 10:09 am

I'm starting to confuse myself. Have I always been in love with a certain person, or just the idea of love itself? I could have done everything and anything, in the name of love. So to which am I really honouring? My partner or Love itself?

Could I blame PMS for the sudden influx of emotions, or is it really time to visit a therapist?
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Live Long & Prosper

Jun. 25th, 2011 | 09:43 pm

I stayed at home all day to watch Big Bang Theory, snack non-stop & paint my nails. Feels nice to be busy with nothing.

P/S I also learnt a new term today: Weltschmerz.

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Jun. 24th, 2011 | 11:40 am

I have always looked at the world a little differently. Slightly too cynical and critical. I have always imagined that perfection/idealism is achievable. When the outcome is what I have expected but not wished, I don't know which is more difficult or more wrong – do I blame others or myself?

The last few weeks have been me trying to break free of my line of sight. Try to see things in another perspective. I can't expect someone to meet my ideals, & I cannot lose faith when I find that they fail.

Life. This is just life.

I figured I shouldn't get lost in someone. That is not the way to fall in love. I want someone who would get lost with me. I need to surround myself in beautiful things again. Things I can carry around in my heart. Things that aren't tangible. Things I could forever feel. Things I won't feel that I would ever lose. & it will be nice if I had some company who would enjoy the journey like I would.
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Jun. 18th, 2011 | 09:37 am

 I can safely say that the hardest thing I’ve ever done was break up with her. Insert joke about it being better to have “loved and lost”; insert heartfelt, nauseatingly optimistic assertion that “what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”. Now cross them out and try looking your mistakes in the face. Embrace them, thank them, and love them in the way you never loved your ex-girlfriend. While you still have that love inside you it’s obvious that no one has received it.


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Mixes: September 2010

Oct. 6th, 2010 | 04:08 am

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Mixes: August 2010

Sep. 13th, 2010 | 05:27 pm
music: The Refugees - Killing me softly | Powered by Last.fm

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